For some reason, I’ve felt much more uncomfortable posting about our dog issues than I’ve felt about discussing the functioning of my internal organs on the internet. I think it’s because it definitely invites judgment and for all my big talk, I mostly just always want to make people like me. However, as long as I’m being controversial,
I am such a rebel.
In other, less-political, more-baby-making news, I have had cramps on and off for the last three or four days and have held out hope that my body was bracing for my first period post-Clomid (and without Provera at that!) and alas, there has been nothing. There has been progress in the “making a decision on birth control” department: I’m not going back on the pill and we’re not going to use any other protection. I will just own my crazy skin and never drink again and will keep taking all my vitamins. If nothing happens before spring 2013 (spoiler alert: it won’t), I’ll do another round or two of Clomid. Ultimately, I think that using this time to try to figure out what the underlying problem is might be beneficial to both my insanity and my physical health. Also, I’m just really curious.
I’m hoping to see my doctor next week for another blood test and to convince her that an ultrasound is a good idea.
Lastly, I’m heading to Newport Beach tomorrow afternoon to visit with my friend A and her now two-month-old baby. I’m hoping to steal all of her Hypnobaby material so that I can finally post all about it.